The Aftermath of My YouTube Breakdown

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  • Published: 17 September 2018
  • BetterHelp: http://betterhelp.com/elle
    Burnt Out at 19: https://youtu.be/WKKwgq9LRgA

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Comments • 5 398

  • EMKAYE ANGELES
    EMKAYE ANGELES  3 days back

    I want to huuug you💕 hope to see you

    • Gabriel Marinho
      Gabriel Marinho  1 months back

      Was this video down and just came back?

      • 89echo_papa_ slay
        89echo_papa_ slay  2 months back

        I relate to you so much & love your journey!

        • Laurie Murphy
          Laurie Murphy  2 months back

          Your friends are so lucky to have you. I love your videos and I really think you seems like an amazing person. I'm sure it's a fantastic ride to have you in their lives.

          • brofenix
            brofenix  2 months back

            @2:20 "I don't like talking feelings with my kids." Seems like not relating about your feelings with your child Elle has handicapped her to digest her feelings well.

            • Matthew Lol
              Matthew Lol  2 months back

              because it’s easier to talk to a screen then people

              • vic ross
                vic ross  2 months back

                you're smile literally is contagious, maybe that isn't the greatest word to use but in other words I love your smile lol well you're amazing, and I hope you're doing well!

                • Jacqueline
                  Jacqueline  2 months back

                  It's crazy. I've never even heard of you, until Rhett and link a few minutes ago.

                  • CabVideoz
                    CabVideoz  2 months back

                    Elle, I feel unhappy a lot too. And it scares me sometimes. And a lot of it is my job. A job I studied for and surrounds skills I used to be excited about using. A field Ioved as a kid. And now I just feel like, blah. Like my life is stuck. But I like this video because it is a reminder that happiness and inner peace and whatever is a process and we never really know what we're doing and just trying to get better every day. Thank you for making these videos!

                    • Alyssa Cruikshank
                      Alyssa Cruikshank  2 months back

                      Someone should get Elle to hit me up honestly

                      • Callenzzz
                        Callenzzz  2 months back

                        Found your channel because I saw you were also speaking at the Masterclass for Epidemic with Potato Jet. I read the little intro they put out for you on their Instagram and I was like ok 1) female 2) hilarious content and authenticity. I have to check her out. I just went on a filmmaking trip to Mexico with Gene (aka Potato Jet) that challenged the introvert within me and my vulnerability. It's refreshing to see someone be so open about themselves on YouTube. I am working on getting my YouTube channel really going and I wanted to focus on my authentic self.. the good and the bad of being a creator and life in general. I'm 31 years old but I feel like I needed to see this video at this exact moment in my life. I feel like my life is only begining. I am glad I found your channe! Thank you for creating and being you. Sorry this is so long 💜

                        • Lois J
                          Lois J  3 months back

                          Is that the same Dodie that sings ‘She’ ?

                          • GLoSSy MuSiC sTudio
                            GLoSSy MuSiC sTudio  3 months back

                            I relate to this so much. I really tried to talk to people . But they did not took me seriously. Some of my friends saw my diary and read the self harm I have done to myself. But they did not even try to talk to me about that OR try to tell me that it is ok, you are good as you are. so, after that I stopped writing my feelings and threw my diary. SO, I am here trying to make as happy as I can when deep inside me I am in a great amount of pain. Sometimes I just want to cry. BUT the tears do not come. Sometimes I beg to ALLAH to let the tears come out because it hurts so much in my cheast. I AM RIANA.I AM 14 and I KNOW that my sorroundings is not going to help me recover.SO, I have to be brave. I do not know if anybody is reading this but i just wanted to say something .Because I feel really heavy inside. LOVE TO ALL

                            • allstarray
                              allstarray  3 months back

                              she's sick at editing omg

                              • I'm Tired
                                I'm Tired  4 months back

                                elle, you have great friends

                                • Sophia Stef
                                  Sophia Stef  4 months back

                                  Its like im watching my favourite cartoon

                                  • Angela Garcia
                                    Angela Garcia  4 months back

                                    This helped me, thank you elle

                                    • Rachel Colby
                                      Rachel Colby  4 months back

                                      Why are you even famous?

                                      • Rosemeli Flores
                                        Rosemeli Flores  4 months back

                                        Thank you for your honesty

                                        • Jane Usang
                                          Jane Usang  4 months back

                                          A little late to watching this video but I hope you’re happy all the time and I hope you find ways to cope with everything, Elle. Cause God knows you’re one of the best gems on Youtube right now ❤️

                                          • NotMyDx Blog
                                            NotMyDx Blog  4 months back

                                            Thank you for using your platform to bring awareness to mental health and self care!! You’re vulnerability has comforted me as I’m practicing being vulnerable and asking for help. And honestly who doesn’t need a therapist? They rock! And so do you :)

                                            • Cassie J
                                              Cassie J  4 months back

                                              I memorized the suicide hotline # and wrote it in all my schools bathrooms and the locker room. While I was having a really bad day. Idk why but it was interesting

                                              • allisson Arias
                                                allisson Arias  4 months back

                                                This is off topic but dodie is finnnnnne...no homo

                                                • Brittaney Few
                                                  Brittaney Few  5 months back

                                                  I miss your videos hooe your doing better have wonderful day

                                                  • sunshine leah
                                                    sunshine leah  5 months back

                                                    stay strong green bean

                                                    • green _caffeine
                                                      green _caffeine  5 months back

                                                      keren 🥰

                                                      • Cassy Sida
                                                        Cassy Sida  5 months back

                                                        just incase some people don't know, betterhelp is a SCAM so pleaseeeee do not rely on it, there are hundreds of videos talking about it, i'm sure Elle didn't realise this at the time but yeah stay awayyy

                                                        • Cassy Sida
                                                          Cassy Sida  5 months back

                                                          3:35 Ahhhhh yessss Regina Spektorrrrr, 500 Days of Summer, great songgggg

                                                          • Finding Life
                                                            Finding Life  5 months back

                                                            One moment at a time, one day at a time. You have a lot of people who love you sweetheart. All the people and family you were speaking with I’m pretty sure you could call them any time of day. 😘

                                                            • Kevin Luo
                                                              Kevin Luo  5 months back

                                                              That sponsor did not age well...

                                                              • Dumb Jason
                                                                Dumb Jason  5 months back

                                                                LOL Karters Korner!

                                                                • Katie Leming
                                                                  Katie Leming  6 months back

                                                                  regina spektor in the middle there amen

                                                                  • PaulBGmz
                                                                    PaulBGmz  7 months back

                                                                    This content looks very well done, all the footage were shot from different days with less effort and you put them all together to make a fantastic story

                                                                    • chipotlechicken bowl
                                                                      chipotlechicken bowl  7 months back

                                                                      girl, thank you for sharing this, I am to scared to tell people or share how broken I truly feel and people think I’m this happy girl that is always super happy, when honestly I just feel the stress of everything and my insecurities take over me when I’m alone, thank you for sharing <3

                                                                      • thirtyonepigeons
                                                                        thirtyonepigeons  7 months back

                                                                        my speed was at 0.5 because I forgot to change it from the last video I watched and I probably looked so dumb lol

                                                                        • Savanna Frederiksen
                                                                          Savanna Frederiksen  7 months back

                                                                          Im so glad to hear you are making time to take care of yourself. I also just wanted to say that you have been a big influence for me and I know for a lot of others who have their own struggles and I know hearing you and other influencial people talk about mental health has helped me open up about my own issues and has even pushed me to get help when I needed it so, thank you! I hope you are still doing well!

                                                                          • The Law
                                                                            The Law  8 months back

                                                                            fake depression to promote betterhelp.com, virtue signaling

                                                                            • Nina Di Stefano
                                                                              Nina Di Stefano  8 months back

                                                                              you're amazing. Love u.

                                                                              • Bhyree Guwap
                                                                                Bhyree Guwap  8 months back

                                                                                This hurts... cause people don’t that YouTubers honestly deal with more than they expect. Getting onto YouTube you hope but never expect to honestly meet your lifetime goal & when you do your overwhelmed and want to make everyone happy.

                                                                                • Alex Vanee
                                                                                  Alex Vanee  8 months back

                                                                                  I honestly wish I could befriend Elle. You’re not faaaarrr, notice me

                                                                                  • RAE Of Sunshine
                                                                                    RAE Of Sunshine  8 months back

                                                                                    This makes me want friends😭

                                                                                    • John Doe
                                                                                      John Doe  8 months back

                                                                                      Oh poor you..

                                                                                      • OpenSourceLiving
                                                                                        OpenSourceLiving  8 months back

                                                                                        I'm a life coach. I'll help you see what's real. I know; me and every other "I've got it right, you suck" coach. I'm a realist. Hummmm illusionists may be a better word. Life is a series of illusion you impose on yourself by following worm holes. I charge $500 a day to make people happy. Well I actually only tell them that happiness is a choice you make every day when you wake up. Trick is learning how to maintain that. That's where I come in. I'm the friend who's not your friend. You talk to me every day. I just help you see reality every day. Whatsapp me; 447898789725

                                                                                        • mariah molinar
                                                                                          mariah molinar  8 months back

                                                                                          justin is hot but to old for me

                                                                                          • Cassie Kos
                                                                                            Cassie Kos  8 months back

                                                                                            She is my spirit animal 😭

                                                                                            • dansza
                                                                                              dansza  9 months back

                                                                                              Enough about me, what do you think about me?

                                                                                              • via ivy
                                                                                                via ivy  9 months back

                                                                                                Honestly this reminds me of myself even though are age difference I'm twelve almost thirteen but I have depression and I have a cutting problem and I usually don't tell anyone my feelings because I'm annoying them and I'm not worth it and watching your videos makes me feel that I have people that relate to me and I'm not alone...so thank you so much.-💖❤

                                                                                                • Lisa Mangano
                                                                                                  Lisa Mangano  9 months back

                                                                                                  This is good to talk about! You have such great friends!